I am just a Horse….

Stream of Codes from Lady

A couple of years ago, I was outside with my paint mare; the first horse who chose me to be her lifelong steward, Lady. I was in a deep meditation and felt her coming into my field through my third eye chakra and starting to transmit messages. It was a magical experience, and at once I felt the urge to pick up my pen and let what she was sharing flow through me.

And so, “I am just a horse” came to be. Anytime I feel her coming in, I allow myself to be the channel and welcome what she is sharing to flow through my hands onto the pages.

There is so much in every word she shares. And at times it takes a moment to comprehend what she is saying. Because after all, she is just a horse :)

Perhaps one day, Lady will be the very first horse to have written a book.

In the interim, I felt called to begin sharing snippets of her wisdom and allow her words to reach the souls whom it may serve.

I am just a horse.

I am.

I am a Lady.

I am a body, a soul, a brain.

I am an artist. I am Lady.

The wisdom of the universe is always present for me. Because I am it. I am heaven, earth, wind, fire embodied.

The earth takes care of me.

I welcome the present moment. Because that is all there is.

Because of my presence, I feel.

I feel everything.

I know danger and I know peace.

It is because I know danger, I can experience and learn when I can fully let go.

I completely trust in the universe and my person to give me everything I need, yet I still take responsibility for my needs. I listen to my body and soul and trust that my human will always provide.

And that is in where I can let go. That is where I find true peace.

And even if my human is late, I trust they will come. My food will come. And I forgive if they are late and I still trust it’s coming.

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I need not speak, because I operate from a space of connection and stillness. I need not use words; for my body, my soul, knows and speaks. I operate from love. There is nothing else. It is love and everything else. The everything else is fear. Fear is a constriction and yet I need it to survive. I need to also know when to need it and when I am getting in the way. I need to trust my system knows danger and I need to trust myself to know when I am safe. When I trust myself that I am safe, I give myself permission to access deep peace.

So, when I graze on the grass or hay, or go drink, I feel every blade nourishing me, energizing me, putting life through me. Every drop of water rejuvenates me, and I feel it deep inside, I feel every chew, every swallow. The wind, every time it grazes my skin, my energy renews and refreshes. I am vibrant and clear.

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When my herd mate hears a sound, I first trust MYSELF to distinguish if I am in danger or not. I know I have many a time falsely assumed mums plastic bag was a mountain lion, and the neigh released out of my system like my life depended on it. Hahaha

But when I truly take a moment to consider what is really going on, it is usually just a plastic bag. I trust my alarm system because it keeps me alive. But I know if I become my alarm system, I will be in a constant space of mistrust.

In a space of mistrust, I lose myself. I do not know what is me, them, predator, prey, friend, or foe. In a space of mistrust, I do not know me. Knowing me is accepting me. I am just a horse.

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Every moment is a lifetime, and every moment is no time. Infinity looks like a small patch of grass to conquer, and infinity looks like the moon hanging out of the night sky. But it is all one and the same. I am infinity and infinity lives through me. Me sentience is all I am, and yet I also enjoy running and playing and jumping and challenging my brain. Because that is THE way I express my sentience. That is the way sentience, God and consciousness express through me. I am sentience. I am physical. I am both and none. And all this is a dream.

But now I am here, in this physical form, white and brown and black and blue. I am here to play this game of life. It gets easier when I remember I am just a horse. That is all I am and that is all I am not.

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That is all I am, but- that is all that I am not. To ponder who I am takes me away from who I am. I am just a horse. To accept my sentience, power, love, and ultimate self, I must accept that I am just a horse. And I still need to eat the grass and drink the water and play with my friends. I am a horse, they are horses. That is all WE are. Mama is a human, that is all SHE is. There is nothing else she needs to be because she simply is not. If she would be something else- that is all she would have to be. And with this acceptance of me and my herd mates and my humans I can continue being in a state of endless bliss and peace, and continue practicing unconditional love. Because at our source, I see that that is what mama is, that is what my herd mates are and that is what every blade of grass is.

Lady’s words always leave me smiling. Sometimes they make no sense… until they do.

But every time, they call me home.

So I’ll leave you with this:

Breathe. Feel the earth. Look at the sky.

Maybe laugh a little. Maybe cry.

And remember, you too, are just what you are.

And that is more than enough.