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I’ve been sitting with a lot of grief lately, how about you? I had been tracking a mama mourning dove whom had built a nest in the prettiest crab apple tree that was just beginning to bloom with the most gorgeous pink blossoms. It is right by my window. Every day when i left the house to feed the horses, my door would scrape on the branches of the crab apple tree and i would look up at the mama and sing ‘good morning mourning dove’ and i would look a it from my window through

The book It Didn't Start With You by Mark Wolynn was an eye opening introduction for me into understanding ancestral patterns and the shapings on our lives. The basic premise: not everything you're carrying originated with you. Not every pattern you feel stuck in belongs to you. This is what Bert Hellinger spent his life mapping and developed into Family Constellations. Descendants may take upon themselves their ancestors' stories out of what he called blind love. This cr

Lady and Gentleman I was going to hang out in the field with my herd today and was struck by how attuned they were from the moment I opened the gate. King lifted his head, registered the disruption, and signaled to the others that it was safe to continue eating. Gentleman offered me a brief gaze and then returned to his hay. Lady lingered. She watched me carefully, taking in my energy, my mood, and the quality of my presence. I have had the honor of stewarding Lady since 2021

Scotland, 1/11. Reveling in the Abundant beauty of Pachamama Mothers. Our relationship to them, and sometimes our relationship as them. It’s complex. Inescapable. A place none of us get to opt out of. And for me as well as many others, it’s a wild ride. Over the last while, I’ve been observing something consistently within myself, and as tends to happen, in constellation sessions with my clients or those I attend on a regular basis. A repeating thread between mother and money